18. Spiritual and Material Conflict
This is a difficult vibration because it denotes confusion and a struggle. One often feels betrayed when this number comes up. Notice what blocks you from bringing heaven to earth and notice where you still betray yourself by not believing that you are the “I AM”. These colours are all about bringing heaven to earth, the earth being the red, the lowest vibration where we hold onto what is REAL. Your health, money and relationships are all the real things in your life. This is the last bit of illusion that needs to be overcome so that you might see them as part of your spiritual journey and the way back to the Allness. This bottle indicates a lifetime as a nun or monk.